Gonna blog before BabyLimKokLong kp me. Hahah (: Nthg much happen. Just work &play (?) Just came back home. Benben neo &Tokie brought breakfast for me :D Macdonalds! & of cause, my favourite KinderJoy! :D Tired but dont wanna fall aslp as i needa work later on ): sigh.
Busy man nowadays. Worked hard &play real hard. Ktv so many times &my throat is getting worse -.- I think Tok will be happy when im down with flu, because my voice wont be so teh -.- Wont be so high. Lol. Bad right? Hehe. Although i always whack him &make him full of scars. But i still dote on him. Haha!
But as usual, my boyfriend hasn't or doesn't change. He asked me to ask guys to bring me out (?) Oh ya, sat i've a date. To a ballroom as my friend's date. Can sit singapore flyers i think? Wheeets! But my boyfriend doesn't allow (although he ask me ask other guys bring me out) Felt so fucking ridiculous! Omg -.- My friends all say i can tahan my bf till now, im consider great alr. Hoho :D
K lur, gonna prepare for work (: Blog again soon okay baby! I miss kp-ing you in phone &msn. Contact me soon alright when you see this (:
This blue top guy is Johnathan (:
Saw so many teachers, all say i became more pretty (: Haha! But they say they dont miss me, because im very naughty in sch ): Awww! And after so much playing, i went home &at night went to Babyface (: Drink &dance the whole night away. And the past few days went Boatquay also. Other places i went should be work, work &work. So nthg much. Sorry for not appearing at double O because of somethings. Meetup for Dbl O soon! (:
Updated by the order of BABY LIM KOK LONG (:
Dennis sis & me (:Sis, lets meet up soon.
Im veryyyyy tired! (哭!)
Hubby, Happy 4th Monthsary :DI love you (L)
Example : name blah blah, stay jurong blah blah .......... HO EH. Lol! Then what 30km away, i can go till changi, siao. But Ho ehhhh! Lol, irritating right? Lol, 恶劣 ley seriously.
Ytd went to meet Boyfriend. I was so pissed off when he kept playing game. Put ear piece then i call him never listen. Till i pissed off shout his full name then he answer. Tell me last match lash match?! Endddd up ley. Got so pissed off. But lucky baby talk to me on the phone & Kiki. End up after smoke &chat. I went to lie on the sofa at living room dont wanna go room accompany him! After awhile, he knows im angry alr, and he came out of the room & carry me to the bed in his room. Cute right. But he act one i very heavy like that! Wtf! Hahah. And he helped me massage my leg the knee joint there. He know my leg pain ): Thanks Hubby! Then we watch shows all those and after awhile, i fell asleep.
The next morning when i wake up, he slping beside me alr. Ask him go work he tell me tired dont want go, want go take leave -.- End up i go work he never go. I woke up & went to bathe. He go play game Zzz. Then i walk pass him, i humph humph humph all the way out and back in his room for 2 times! Then he ask me ' Baby! What happen baby ' Then i say i humph humph humph so many times then you ans! Then he say he want see i can humph how many times. Lol. 恶劣 ley seriously. But cute lah him. Hehehs
Next week is me and baby's 4monthsary alr. Time seems to pass so fast uh. Im sure he'll definatly break my longest relationship record. My longest relationship, how long ah? 3 months plus? Lol! I just so love him lor, although he kept making me angry. But im sure we'll give and take. Like ppl say, there's nthg wrong in our relationship. Only he kept playing games.
Dearest boy, i know i did alot of mistakes but you just kept quiet although you know it. Im terribly sorry. I will change, promise! I loveeee you. Although always making me angry, but always so silly to make me laugh. I miss you so much. I know im busy with alot of things now. But i'll surely find time for you (:
It's gonna be a short post. I just came back from work & today is the first day. Im still back to Bodyshop. Although not at the same outlet anymore, but im still glad that my new collegues are friendly. Anyway, i went to an interview ytd. It was a success. Which means i have 2jobs. So actually im practically working everyday. So anyone who is finding me, actually can just drop me a msg or give me a call. No doubt, i miss my bf alot. He's treating me better by more msges or calls a day, maybe is because he's bored at work, so entertain me as he change outlet too? Or like Kiki said, he scared i runaway, after so long he never accompany me, now he accompany me more. Haha! Whatever it is, im happy for the change. Im happy that currently there's no bitches trying to tear us apart. And i wont let anyone to do that, or should i say, anybody can managed to do that? Just bring it on babe. I'll be glad to entertain. &lastly, i love you my dearest boyfriend <3
P.S. Sorry to everybody who asked me out to go chiong/ chalet. Im very tired. Sorry that i didnt attend your birthday (Ahwei) Im sorry to everybody that i didnt turn up at any events for this period of time. Sorry! Will be back with your when i have the time. Sorry jianting, i didnt went for today's party. Tml is St.James. Should i go? Im dying. If i didnt go, sorry ah. I know it's ppl birthday, but if i go, maybe it'll be my deathdate. Lol!
Okay, fuck shyt. My Blogger cant seems to make my picture go middle. Told BabyLimKokLong alr. I told him Blogger seems to hate me, but he told me he'll tell Blogger to like me. BUT still cannot ley! Tell me, tell me why. Blogging here at this hour is because i cant get to slp ): & my boyfriend is not here to entertain me. & everybody seems to be bothered by relationships problem. BabyLimKokLong also. Sigh, dont know how to cheer ppl up as im not happy myself. But BabyLimKokLong says he see i never post he very bu shuang, so i post to make him shuang.
Random chat with Mummy today, i told her i got alot of places wants Hubby to bring me go. Examples like Singapore flyers, Night Safari, Science centre & so on. Actually Hubby wanted to bring me go singapore flyers on Valentine, but sadly we both got work, even i have off he also dont have. So shan't elabourate much. It's quite sad actually. I got cravings for Xiaolongbao again, but who can i tell? Sigh.
Everyweek the day before Hubby's every single off day, i pray fucking hard to god that he'll bring me out, he'll bring me out, he'll bring me out. But on the actual day, no doubt he'll slp till night & continue play his game. How i wish one day he'll wake me up and ask me faster go bathe & tell me he wants to bring me out HAHA! (i must be dreaming!)
Sometimes im not trying to compare, but maybe i just envy other girls. Like BabyLimKokLong, how much he wishes to bring his gf out, or even just to meet her but couldn't. Like how much i wish my boyfriend to take the initiative to meet me, or bring me out but never. Life really is 同人不同命. I rmb the day when Hubby called me to wake up and go bathe quickly and bring me out to movie! I rmb the first movie we watch tgt, just the both of us. Although we were quite late to walk around the shopping center, but it was sweet that we hold hands to walk around (: I guess thats the only time we went out just the both of us. Not counting those times we go downstairs buy food lah -.-
The second time was sweet also (: He waited for me to get prepared, bathe & make up all those. And bring me to movies & brought me to eat Xiaolongbao (: All these are really worth reminscing. Last week before his off day, i told him since tml he'll be playing game, so maybe i go meet my friends. I hope you guys understand that it's not that his off-day i dont wish to accompany him. But i really got nthg else to do other than lying on the bed like idiot seeing him play game -.-''' But guess what he told me? 'See first' And for that moment, i thought god answered my prayers! He'll be bringing me out! But end up ................. i guess it's something that everybody know. He stayed home to play game.
What can i say? But sad to say, i've given up hopes on asking him to bring me out. I didn't ask him to bring me to science center/ night safari all those at all. Because i dont wish to pin hopes on something that will never happen. I got to understand and keep it in my brain that, playing games to him is relieving stress. Working is stress, and he told me after work he got to stress on me. So it's my own fault to make him stress on me. So i gotta let him play game although i dont even understand why is he stress on me as he doesnt even calls me to concern me at all? Okay, end of story. I guess im tired myself too, every now and then when he play games, tell me what last match or what, i'll just listen and get it off my brains and prays that he wins that match, if not he'll talk to me like i've flare him up. Last time to him, how much i wish to stop him from playing game, only shows him how not-understanding am i. Now, just can pray that he'll accompany me more. Play but not dont play totally, thats all.
Our thinkings are different. I just hope he'll accompany me more, or even just a phone call. But to him, he'll think that i didnt work so im just trying to find things to do? I dont wish to work although i can is because i wish to accompany him more. But, i guess it was useless bah. Since thats what he thinks, im sure im gonna prove him wrong. Now, im going back to work soon. I swear im gonna be a workaholic. I just chatted with my longtime friend. She said i always not free, always with boyfriend. Thats why we drift apart =/ All i can say is, it wont happen another time. Im sorry to all my friends.
Now, starting work soon. Will he fetch me to work like that time? (Hahah, this one also dreaming) Or, will he fetch me home? Last time maybe will, but now, i doubt so bah. I think he'll rush home to play his games bah. Haha. I seems to be crazy talking to myself like that uh. K lur, shan't think much alr. Byebye!
Hubby, should i say i have given up hope.
Or should i say i've alr been used to it?
Disappointments.
The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.
Or should i say loving someone who used to dote on me?
